Monday Running

Como siempre, nerviosa. Ir muriendo en el metro rezando para que llegue luego a la estación.

Como siempre, atrasada. Salir corriendo del metro porque probablemente la prueba ya empezó.

Como siempre, desinformada. Llegar a la sala corriendo, abrir la puerta y ver que no hay nadie; habían cambiado la sala de la prueba y no tenía idea cual de las cientos de salas del campus era la nueva,

Como siempre, algo salva. Activar el wifi, esperar y que justo llegue un whatsapp de esa compañera salvadora que avisa en que sala es la prueba.

Como siempre, alterada. Dar la prueba a mil revoluciones por minutos después de la corrida y el nervio de empezar mas tarde que todos.

Como siempre, las notas siempre se demoran en estar listas.

Vices

Drowning myself every night 

Me vs Me has always been my biggest fight 

I've been so confused for so long 

And the answers always seem so far out of sight 

So, I fill it up, fill it up one more time 

So that When everything is wrong at least I still feel right. 

I'm in a tunnel but I can't see light! 

Where is my self control! 

Where is my self control! 

And I've been thinking this could be the end of me 

Who is this person in the mirror I see 

And I have come so far, thought I was so strong 

The truth is I just fed myself a lie 

For too long. 

I never thought this would be me... 

This is my vice, this is me weak. 

Memphis May Fire - Vices

Countdown

She's asking for help,
But she don't want to be saved.
Waiting for something
Without knowing why

She's brilliant, she's broken
She's beautiful, she's lost
When pain has involved her
She turns into her worst

And violence and anger
Are painted with tears
With memories, with blood
She's screaming out of fear

Counting down
Counting down

While we're fighting against the demons inside her soul.

Illogical
Time is witness of this murder
Critical
The clock is singing that the end is near...

She's a murderer
She's a victim.
She can make my heartbeat stop
But she's not strong enough.

Somehow

I'm here to free your chained soul, she said

Want to remember your forgotten name

And I believed.

Like a hopeless doomed slave

Desperate, I needed to be blessed

Somehow, I believed.

My heart is beating faster

You don't know how much I loved her

Keep moving on, I'm screaming louder

I'm trying to stay on these broken pillars.

Love turned into the enemy

It pulled us down 

It ended with us.

You're not the enemy my dear treasure, 

Love is the enemy, it always is.

And now, Somehow, 

I still believing,

Like an overburdened heart.

Because of you, I still believing

Somehow, someone, I still believing.